[verse 1] F C/E Dm Skin and bones, stomach aches A# Lucid dreams, hold my breath when I'm wide awake F C/E Dm Connecticut, dissociate A# Maybe I should buy a house in a town upstate [pre-chorus] Gm C If I could, I'd wake myself up F C/E Dm C A# when I am somebody that I'm proud of [chorus 1] F C/E Dm I'm getting undressed for my lover A# And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do F C/E Dm I'm reading books and drinking coffee A# Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom F C/E The water goes downhill, and still Dm A# I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly F C/E Dm And I don't feel alive A# No, I don't feel alive [verse 2] F C/E Dm Telehealth, TV episodes A# Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow F C/E Dm Validatе, what I know A# What I believe in and еverywhere I wanna go [pre-chorus] Gm C If I could, I'd wake myself up F C/E Dm C A# when I am somebody that I'm proud of [chorus 2] F C/E Dm I’m paying three different psychologists A# Trying to remember who I told what story to F C/E Dm I’m writing feelings in a journal Cuz' that’s what people A# who have their shit together seem to do F C/E The water goes downhill, and still Dm I swim against the current A# with two arms that cannot fly F C/E Dm And I don't feel alive A# No, I don't feel alive [post-chorus] F C/E Dm I keep coming up for air A# and ending up with water in my F C/E Dm I keep coming up for air A# and ending up with water in my lungs [chorus 3] F C/E Dm I’m learning how to set my boundaries A# How to have compassion for myself and for my mind F C/E Dm I’m turning off my fucking cell phone A# And trying to have honest conversations in real life F C/E The water goes downhill, and still Dm I swim against the current A# with two arms that cannot fly F C/E Dm And I don't feel alive A# No, I don't feel alive [post chorus] F C/E Dm I keep coming up for air A# and ending up with water in my F C/E Dm I keep coming up for air A# and ending up with water in my F C/E Dm I keep coming up for air A# and ending up with water in my F C/E Dm I keep coming up for air A# and ending up with water in my lungs
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